It's difficult for some people to notice when others are unhappy or unwell. I admit, I myself am not the greatest at noticing these things (though I'm not the worst, definatelly not!)
So, my point is, that to be perfectly honest I have not been very happy lately, I hope those I know in person will understand. I miss living in Cambridge, I miss the weather there, I miss the atmosphere, and I miss the city. Most of all though, I miss the people there, I miss the friends I have there, and there's a particular person that right now I am craving the company of. I'm not dissing people here, I just want them to understand that there are things I feel and think in my mind that right now no one, not even I can decipher. So I want to apologize for being a pain in the a**, and for probably being the worst friend possible to you guys.

Love, Anna.

tehe... do this test and we can all compare retardedness together!

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting you"
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde.

TOTAL: 5

[x] you know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 5

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (very nearly a german restaurant - beat that!)
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling

TOTAL: 3

[ ] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’.

TOTAL: 2

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally...
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it.
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 4

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word “um” is used frequently.
[x] You don’t know what “um” means
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot.
[ ] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

TOTAL: 6

GRAND TOTAL: 25

NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am ___% Mentally ill.

So, it's been what? about six months since my last update.
It's been very long since I've taken any new photos, and frankly, I think I've lost inspiration. Hopefully, soon enough something will spark, but I won't get my hopes up.

It is 10.13 pm, and I am incredibly tired, so I'm keeping this as short as I can.

Goodbye, and goodnight. Do message me, see you later!

xxx Anna

I know that I haven't updated in a LONG time, the simple truth is that I HATE writing journals, and, only when I get the words flowing can I actually write anything. So yeah, on with it.

In four weeks, to the day, I will be starting school again, and with it, my GCSE courses, hoorah! Two of these courses are art and photography, the photography one beginning in about 6 weeks, this is an estimation.

For these two courses I will be uploading photos of the work I will be presenting, time permitting, I would hope to get some feedback (without it being too harsh, pretty please!). The photography theme being 'Natural Forms', for which I would hope it means that it can be a personal view on natural forms, or it is likely that I'm screwed. The art theme is 'Music', and, although people would say 'yay! music! that is such an easy theme!', like what I thought, it's not so easy and the only idea I have is something like the emotional side of music, or something like that.

Anyways, I hope I haven't bored you too much, I get the feeling that I probably have (you see, for the past week I've read like a book a day, and I've probably become a wiseass, but ah well, life is gut).
I hope you comment, and I love you.

Peace Out! xxxx

I won't have any photo's up for a while because:
1. I have nothing good to fotograph
2. I'm kinda working on some videos with some friends
3. I have no batteries for my camera (I know, bad excuse)
4. I'm helping to plan a party
5. I'm going on a school trip and need to prepare
6. And, I have some exams coming up, so I need to revise

So I'll see you'se later, and, if it is that you actually like my photos, I will have some up as soon as I can.

Love, Anna
xxxxxxxxx